Out of my friends I am the only single one. Now, I only really consider 4 people friends, I may refer to some others as friends, but it is more of a way to talk about them, rather then just saying “someone I know”. Anyways, they all are in serious relationships. My last friend that was single is now in a relationship, leaving me a lone wolf.
I am very happy for them all and their guys seem great even though I haven’t met them all yet.
I don’t really want to be in a relationship, sometimes it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with or do cute couple things with.
But really, it is just boring having all your friends in relationships.
It is The Year of Tiffany though, so I have better things to do.
Haha, what a title. I actually have no idea what I’m doing, let alone have anything figured out.
I think, however, that I have found a place to do my practicum for my degree. It fits what I want and it’s in New York City.
I don’t really need to start planing this until next winter, but I’m looking forward to the future and can’t wait for it. I’m really boring right now and want to live. But I’m trapped for now so I’ll keep dreaming about my future.
I have tried to take the time to calm down before I discussed this matter. I have come to realize this will never happen.
I would like to start this out by saying, go fuck yourself if you view Africa, Haiti, or any other region as a “shithole”. Seriously, go fuck yourself.
I already have 0 tolerance for racism so I have 0 tolerance for the shitshow that is taking place in the United States. There seems to be this alternative fact that if you aren’t racist, homophobic, sexist, and an overall asshole, you aren’t a true, proud American so you should get out.
I am none of those things and I love my country. I am glad I was born in a country that allows me to have many freedoms. So many people are not born in a place like that, but it is not their fault they weren’t born someone where else.
However, some (most) bitches seem to look past what our country is supposed to be built on. The America they are creating is not the America I am proud of.
Anyways, while I have never been to any of the countries in Africa, I have been to Haiti. What is a huge problem that prevents Haiti from thriving (the white man, seriously, we have fucked them over time and time again)? Their government. But Haiti and the people that call it home, are beautiful. Not only was their country called a shithole, but it was done on the anniversary of the earthquake that devastated them. At a time we should have been thinking of all the lives lost and how it changed that country, it was called a shithole instead.
On top of it being completely wrong, it is so unpresidential. But of course, the racists loved it.
Today I shall listen to Lady Gaga’s Joanne on repeat and try to stay calm. On days like this I have to avoid Lemonade by Beyoncé because it makes me want to lose my shit even more.
Baby! My sister is having another baby! My small army will be 8 strong.
Obviously today is the last day of the year and most people are reflecting on 2017 and planning for 2018. Well, my 2017 started off strong and ended up awful. With the Patriots super bowl win and my adventure in New Orleans I thought this was going to be my year. Ha. Ha. Ha. If you’ve followed me long enough, you’d know I’ve been dealing with a lot of pain since June which has basically fucked up everything. On top of that, my beloved cat died and I miss her so damn much. Also, Trump.
I found out the guy I thought I may be able to date was actually just a creepy loser (no real surprise here, that seems to be who I attract). I also realized how much I actually can’t stand some people so I don’t talk to them anymore (this is probably a good thing).
However, like I said, it didn’t start off so bad. I met some kickass people who are finally people I can relate to (not your typical Mainers really). My friend from middle school got engaged and it’s so nice to see her with such a nice guy finally, and I have really reconnected with an old friend which feels nice.
2017 wasn’t as bad as 2015, I’ll give it that.
I’m not making any resolutions because I know I won’t even bother trying to fulfill them.
Maybe, just maybe 2018 will be a better year. I start classes in 4 days! Long story short, I’m looking for a new job (and hopefully leaving my other one). I don’t have anything else planned do we will see where the year takes me.
2018: The Year Of Tiffany
It’s Christmas! And there’s a blizzard!
I’m most excited about all the Kiss My Face products I was given. I will be smelling great and be as smooth as a baby.